I LAY MY LOVE ON YOU;

{Saturday, September 30, 2006}

WOAH.
IM DEAD LAH, NOTHING IS GETTING INTO MY HEAD.

i think my brain gave up on me.

hey sam dear, CHEER UP :D
its normal to ___ in toilets :D

[[8:03 PM;

things that make me mad:
1) IM SO BLOODY STUPID
2) i should at least have attempted that damn question
3) i have absolutely no common sense. GREAT
4) im still online BLOGGING
5) i might not be able to extend the trip! >:/
6) i cant lunch with them ):
7) my stupid pestering brother
8) my parents
9) MY DAMN FATHER IS COMING ALONG? 8O
10) my exams are really really bad and im so stupid. ):
~~11) im _______ with her.~~

things that make me happy:
1) that TWO articles on how great crouch is (:
2) a. madrid's match tomm! (THEY BETTER WIN. >:/ )
3) cristiano was the MAN OF MATCH for THAT match.
4) im online not only blogging but also STUDYING. muwhahah
5) im going to hk with (:
6) RACHEL'S SMS-es (:
7) SAM'S SMS-es
8) TESSA'S SMS-es
9) ALL MY BIRTHDAY CHOCS! hah :D
10) yuqing's msn convers
11) WEATHER'S NICK! :D
12)FF/F outing aft eoy! hohoho (:
13) alotalot outings are eoy!

okay, i was sad.
but i looked at the neswpaper again and im happy all over again.
and i look at torres's pics and OMG SO CUTE LAH hah (:
stupid lame me :O

what the hell is nitric SHIT
what is ammonia?
what is AMMONIUM.
whats the diff! GRRRRRRR.
stupid chem
stupid exams

why didnt that qin shi shit just BURN ALL THE DAMN BOOKS LAH
stupid.

okay nevermind.
aiyuh what nevermind.
im stuck in a rubbish chute because of someone ):
-GLARES
LET ME OUT LEEHHHHHH.
or can you at least clean the rubbish chute first!
tsk.

WOAH YOU KNOW CROUCH'S GOAL DAMN NICE LAH MUWHAHAHHA
i love that beanpole man :D
stupid liverpool manager BETTER LET HIM PLAY.

oh shit lah, i sound like ahlian

okay, HELLO LUNCH
HERE I COME.
hohoho (:

[[11:47 AM;

{Friday, September 29, 2006}

WOAH STOP PISSING ME OFF I TELL YOU.

DONT MAKE ME CRUSH YOUR HEAD.

(yes, finally fanlist up again! (: )

[[6:04 PM;

WHAT THE EFF.
shit damnit eff it omg.
WHATS THE FREAKING USE OF STUDYING IF EVERY PAPER IS THIS WAY?
WHATS THE PURPOSE LAH OMG

THERE GOES EVERYTHING
MY MOTIVATION
MY HEART
MY FUTURE
MY LIFE
-waves goodbye

so great lah, what am i going to be?
cannot be doctor
cannot be coach
cannot be anything
GO AND BE PATRICK LAH
WHAT THE HECK.

so happy lah,
you know what i want to do?
I WANT TO CRUSH THE SETTER'S HEAD.
like how i crush a can when im ultra pissed.
I WILL SQUEEZE THE HEAD UNTIL IT BURSTS
AND THE BRAIN WILL BE IN BITS AND PIECES.
yes, thats what i want to do right now.

studied like im going hk tomm
GOT WHAT USE.
ALL THOSE SUPPOSED TO COME UP DONT COME OUT.
THOSE SHIT THINGS LIKE LAND CLEARANCE COME OUT.
like hello
WHAT THE F IS LAND CLEARANCE OMG.
like hello
you clear the land = NO MORE land = bare, space, empty, AIR = WHAT TO WRITE?
what the hell.
my mother still say what take pure geog.
i will end up crushing my own head lah!

and i feel so bad can.
im feeling so lousy
and thinking im the worst kid in the world.
but in actual fact, other people so much worse.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME OMG.
I WANT TO CRUSH MY HEAD.
stupid skull.

i was right.
I CANT DO IT.

hell with it, i give up studying.
whats the use anyway.

OH FREAKING KARON, YOU SUCK YOU KNOW.
YOU SUCK LIKE THE STRAW.
ONLY WORSE

what do you do
when you know youre half dead
and suffering
but cannot die.
just let me die. no seriously.

[[1:42 PM;

{Tuesday, September 26, 2006}

hola
im right.
going to school DOES cheer me up (:

maybe it hasnt cheer me up yst cause i was TOO DISTURBED.
BUT MAN (:
im much better now :D

hohoho, of course a.madrid being the fourth top in la liga cheers me up too (:
AND. THEYRE ONLY ONE POINT BEHIND!
HOLA! :D

man, its a good thing theres trng in the hols.
as much as i hated that sport.
it cheers me up like hell.
like imagine what will happen if i stay home 24 hours for 1 1/2 months!
I THINK I WILL JUST KILL MYSELF. :/

gosh, the chanting of "I CAN DO IT" is not helping!
tsk. i cant do it lah fine.

OLE OLE OLE OLE
HADY HADY
OLE OLE OLE OLE
HADY HADY
X 9999999999999999999999999999999999999999 ((:

little things make me happy ((:
everything is little to me (:

i forgot all about happily ever after
its not worth remembering.

i dont listen
cause she doesnt either
i will learn how to listen
when she becomes a proper mother

[[7:10 PM;

{Monday, September 25, 2006}

OMG I CANT DO IT LAH OMG.

[[6:28 PM;

OKAY.
i dont know what the hell is wrong with me
and my moodswings are totally irritating myself.
and i furthur IRRITATE myself knowing im not supposed to be here.
BUT HERE I AM.

okay, wth.
eurgh. i suck
what is wrong with me! GROWING process?!
i think im just being weird.

and i think i got people(like charlyne) worried.
THANK YOU CHARLYNE AND MEGAN AND WHOEVER WERE THERE (:

-okay, deep breath in and out like what jeanice says
HAH(: let me cheer you up with jeanice's sister omg so cute and funny.

-sms-ing
jeanice: KARON WHO YOU SMSING! boyfriend is it?!
karon: aiyuh, ya lah ya luh. i got alot one you know!
jacq: who?! TORRES IS IT! :O
karon: yuhyuh, and not cheap to mantain this relationship you know!
jeanice sister: EH KARON, I WANT HIS NUMBER! where you get from one!

(: oh so cute okay. and she really meant it lah (: ahah

karon, you can do it.
you will study and you will do well.
you can do it because everyone else says you can do it.
you are going to finish off the pathetic geog studying and do well.
you are going to study and fare well and prove to HER you can and is capable of doing it.
you are going to do well and extend your trip in hongkong so you can have absolute fun with the chen fam.
you are going to buck up and by miricle, you will become a smart genius and excel in languages.
you are going to do it man, youre going to do it.

IM GOING TO DO IT!
I CAN AND AM.

when is she going to learn how to be a mother.
even he knows how to be a father already.
when when WHEN lah omg!

[[4:21 PM;

{Sunday, September 24, 2006}

okay, im much better now.
i guess i seriously need to go to school (:

football
liverpool 3-0 tottenham
arsenal 3-0 sheffield united
fullham 0-2 chelsea
reading 1-1 man u
aston villa 2-0 chalton

liverpool won!
without crouch ))):
henry scored!
LAMPARD SCORED A NICE PENALTY + A NICE GOAL (((:
(see, he aint lousy okay! )
and i think he looks good w the captains band on :D
cristiano ronaldo scoredddddd ((:
no footwork, no hesitation, no diving, no nothing, JUST PLAIN RONALDO ((:

woah, i was getting worried when that reading shot in that penalty.
thank goodness ronaldo ((:

now chelsea's at the top of the chart!
(LIVERPOOL CLIMB UP QUICKQUICK!)
hola (:

i want to thank tessa's choc, gloria's sweet, and samantha's cushion ((:
thanks for cheering me up yesterday when everything else is gone! (:

I CAN DO IT YOU MORON. i can and i will.
i will be big, i will be better than you were.
i will be the biggest swimming coach in spain.
I WILL PROVE YOU WRONG.

[[10:48 AM;

{Saturday, September 23, 2006}

WTH LAH OMG I WANT TO PUNCH MYSELF OR BANG MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL AND GET CONCUSSION AND NEVER WAKE UP AGAIN.
OR EVEN IF I WAKE UP, LET ME WAKE UP IN SPAIN TO MYSELF WITH TORRES OR SOMETHING. ANY FREAKING THING TO GET AWAY OMG.

I WANT TO CLOSE MY EYES AND SLEEP FOREVER AND EVER LUH.

EURGH WTHWTHWTH

KARON, YOU SUCK LAH OMG. I WANT TO PUNCH YOU AND GET YOU INTO CONCUSSION OR SOMETHING AND DIE. STUPID FREAK LOSER. YOU KNOW YOU CANT DO IT AND YOU JUST BLOODY THINK YOU CAN DO IT.

EURGH I SUCK OMG.

[[10:28 PM;

{Thursday, September 21, 2006}

HOHOHO.
today was one super good day

1) HOHOHO, its my special day! (:
2) HOHOHO, my uncle's in the newspaper man, somemore so cool SIAXXXXXZZZZZZ
3) HOHOHO, liverpool won
~~4)hohoho, i got losta things to eat! muwhahah~~

hohoho, SO STYLE! (:
okay, i dont know what is wrong with me, keep hohoho-ing :/
sorry :/

SO! anyway, i want to thank like EVERYONE who gave me this birthday which was like the best since? :D
HAH, I LOVE EVERYONE LIKE OMG HAHA (:
i wanted to upload all the pictures of the presents
but im too lazy and im rushing to finish this cause my idiotic brother wants to play the comp.
and he's only 6! :/
5 in fact :/

hah, i love weather alotalot!

and grace and jiamin and maykun and samantha and shirley and rachel and OMG LAH SO MANY PEOPLE IM GOING TO GO ON AND ON AND ON so i should shut up :/

oh yes, but maykun is so freaking nice i have to specially say this I LOVE YOU MAYKUN! :D

and i love the "dead cat" omg :D
thank you thank you thank you.
oh man i was so silly :/ i thought really dead cat okay ):
haha :D
THANK YOUUUUUUU :D

woah i cannot stand it, so happy (:
ANDANDAND
im going to watch the replay of liverpool match!
i dont even care what my father say :/
oops haha (:

YAYYAYYAY I LOVE YOU ALL! :D

and i love FF/F like omgomgomg love them like OMGOMGOMG
thank you all! ((((((((((:
-smiles like crazy

ALL OF YOU MADE MY DAY! :D

shit, i realise i sound like an ahlian in this post :/
BUT SORRY, MY BROTHER IS KILLING ME I WANT TO PUNCH HIM ALREADY

[[6:37 PM;

{Sunday, September 17, 2006}

i was on the way back home yesterday, i quarrelled with my parents and almost wanted to kill them
and well, myself too.

then i questioned myself.
what the hell do i live for, what the shit am i doing here.
and i thought, and thought.
and after all those thoughts, i decided to dedicate this post to all those who have made a difference in my life.
THANK YOU for you.

FIRSTLY!

samantha chen!
hey my dear. i really want to thank you for always being there in my life. caring for me, getting worried over me. i really appriciate it (: you have been a whole lot of help alot of times, helping me get out of all the stupid trouble i get into. you have made a great difference in my life, and i love it. i dont know what will my life be without you. its like so sad all the time. you might not know it, but you have done a great deal of things for me. sometimes i get scolded by my parents, and i receive your sms and i cheer up again. you really cheer me up alot of times when i needed it and it rocks to have you smsing me a great deal (: that time i was such a let down to you, but nonetheless, you still cared for me, get worried for me. its so great to have you, the funny comical face in training to make me laugh when things are shit. its great to have you not minding all my football crazy even though i know you cant take it sometimes (: its so great to have you make the cutest comments and set me in laughter. its so great to have someone to tease about being oh so attractiveeeee(: i love you oh so much (:

thank you funny pot, thank you my TORRES dear (:
my love for you is simple, simple and full :D

jacqueline ling!
bestfriend! how could i ever made through my life without you. you made my life this way, you made me live through till today. when i felt that i couldnt hold on anymore, you were there for me, supporting me, crying with me. helping me curse whoever the moron is. you rock so much, my house roof is down. you made my happy days cheering me up so much everytime with your stupid attempts. i know i havent been the greatest friend to you these few days. BUT JACQUELINE LING i want to tell you YOU TOTALLY MADE MY DAY, MY NIGHT, MY AFTERNOONS, MY LIFE.
thank you for being there when no one else is!

jeanice qual!
oh my dearie. you omg (: you totally rock with jacq. when you first came into my life, i didnt trust you and i was mean to you ): but you didnt give a damn and still helped me like shit. and i just kept saying how great jacq was to you everytime, but you didnt even give a bloody damn. you rock so much like omg. the star gazing, the girl talks omg. my life will be in like total shit without you. its like so wrong! ): jeanice, you have been the greatest little thing, and you are becoming a big thing now!
thank you for trusting in me!

sualenn TEK!
you have been great in my life (: brightening my days and welcoming me into ballfam. intro-ing my into FF/F. PARTN! you are like so great! everytime i get injured or any blah shit like even getting scolded, you back me up. even when im in obvious wrong. you can make me right. youre always so nice so understanding. youre the greatest partn like anyone can get (: i love you partn! i really do!
thanks for understanding all that is un-understandable

lyanne
you another great girl in my life. i dont even need to say it, and you know that you have made a difference in my life.

JX, soo, khor, andrew, ryan
you guys have been great. backing me up against stupid ultra big and fat bullies that go "im your worst nightmare!!!!!!!!" hah (; youre are like the greatest guys in a life anyone can have (:

daris, joves, creek
hah, you stupid trio omg so cute (: youre have made my life so much better cracking the most stupid jokes that set me to frown outside but laugh like shit inside (: youre stood up for me in ANYTHING and it rocks (:

carvell(s)!, MAC
you three stupid angmos (: omg youre like (looks up and quote) the greatest guys in life anyone can have. youre have made my life in FF/F so enjoyable especially you, joe. forcing me to laugh whenever kena scolded (uhem) to standing up for me anywhere anytime :D

jonn!
hah coach :D you know its great that you dont care whatever and however i mess up, you still help me. even that ultra big mess up, you still didnt blame me and even helped me to get back on track. that time i so so so let you down, you still put it aside. gosh, wherever can i find another you. never ;D

FF/F!
youre rock as a whole and every indiv rocks too. always there for me, supporting me. making me laugh. smiling at me, kicking me (uhem!) life is so not fun without you people its like omg (: and all the encouragements and support! :D
and you jonn, i dont need to say it. YOU KNOW IT (:

grace !
grace, i reallyreally want to thank you for all the talks we had, urging me to study. its great to have someone to talk to, someone like you. who comes up with the funniest things like WHAT DID ZERO SAY TO EIGHT. its great to have friends like you who keep encouraging me, giving me a green coloured pencil for encouragement. ;) its so fun to have you as a friend, so enjoyable, so lovely (: thanks for being there as a person i can talk to , that i can trust. and i know i can trust you grace, i know i can
thank you for talking (:

yuqing !
weather! weather weather i want to thank you for all the rain of encouragement for me the carrot to grow :) okay, im joking, im not a carrot! ): its been great and youve been great! talking about some uhemsss (:

regina
hweeeee! you super wonder girl in my ordinary world. i love you and you know it. im sorry i still owe you a birthday present but i dont know what to get you ): ah regina youre so nice despite all my shit to you. :DDDDDDD hah, and all your scandalous relationships! (:

jiamin
thanks for all the fun we shared (: all the times youve been there. you know youre great. :D all the cutness with the container with dinosaur (!) and earphones dO_Ob (:

huizhen
thank you for all the trust you had in me, all the fun you had (: its been so great so far and i know it will get even better (:

charlyne
charlyne! you super living in denial girl with all your cuteness omg (:

rachel TEO !
rachel teo omg, youre the girl always there for me to rub your hair. i love you so much like omg. my vandaliser, my squirrel (: so cute :D thanks for being there trying desperately to cheer me up everytime im down ): with all your concern and your testimonials and your tags. with all the negative posts, you will say i rock. thank you so much :D and that time the basketball incident, i was so stubborn and shit, and you tried to calm me down, tried to help me. i love you so much :D
and you keeping quiet about my stupid football shit when i know you cant take it hah (:

shirley !
you! are there for me to talk to about football. about cristiano. (: about rooney and how he should go for plastic surgery. oh my you rock lah (: you funnily talking about some uhemhopeuhem people and getting so embarrased and kept asking me what to do. getting so anxious :D so cute hah (:

gets, melissa
you 2 greatness (: so rocker rock my whole life. GETS my so called table partn! (: hah :D i love you all! :D

karchian
your stupid lame comments in assembly. i could have fallen asleep without them :D you and your funny forever changing hairstyles (: you and your comments for me to become who i am now. you were the only one that made it happen. thank you (:

sylvia
your stupid ego and you with your stupid spider. so cheer me up with all your rubbish nonsense

maykun!
you and your stupid super good brain! i love you and your lame comments. the football talks we have (: oh maykun maykun so cute (: yo-ing everytime i "yo" you (: ah youre the rocker

tomoe
hah, your super fierce face when you are angry! (: you so good and so cool SIAAA :D hah its so good to have a tomoe-eh! (: especially one that likes ants :D

shannen, peiwen
you two so nice to me. like peiwen! cheering me up when i need it. (: and accompanying me to the toilet cause i was about to break down. thanks for doing all these acts that help me so much (:

eunice
your funny facial expressions always making me laugh like mad (: trusting me in a whole lot of things (: its really nice to have you cute little things in my life, laughing at weirdo people like sylvia and bullying hanxu (: hah, all the memories :D

siyun
hah, your stupid sudden outbursts of laughter are really weird but they add the excitement to my life man! :D its so great to have you sitting beside me now and i can laugh at all your sillyness, not forgetting to mention how you go crazy over a lit question, so crazy you make me want to kick your butt :D

hui xian
you funny mother! stamping on people's foot when playing bball! hahah (: thanks for copying things for me! hah (:

cheryl & sining
you two scandalous pair! tsk. hah (: youre have been a great fun and a great source of help! :D not forgetting a great source of information! :D:D

chinpei & bessy
CHINNY AND BESSY. hah, chinny omg you and your so cuteness! :D and bessy with your issues with LWW! (:

twoPURITY!
im not even close to some of youre, but in one way or another, you have made my life even more fun and enjoyable, making this year a great for me :D (uhem despite all the difficulties in the maths hmwk? haha) thank you 2p! :D:D:D:D

janice!
you have always been there for me! all the times in np with me. i will so miss you so much when you leave next year. my life in np will definately be different without you ): not say in np, even in normal days, like after school waiting for parents, you were there to wait with me. so that i wont be lonely :D all the funny talk we have like the limegreen trunks! :D and all the macs meals together. all the talk that lessen my burdens. :D you have been such a great person in my life! :D
i love you and you know it

erica
hey you nerd! all the laughter we had was so good :D and you helping me everytime. :D training with me, laughing with me, angry with me ;) both of us are so stubborn and yet you are always the one saying sorry first. you have been a great friend. and all the running we had is ubber fun! :D

josephina
you have been the girl i can complain to! hah, like the campcraft test! im sorry i shouted at you the other time, i guess i was moodswinging to much. im really sorry. but im glad we still okay. and you were nice enough to forgive me :D

waiteng
after 2 years of jtc together! hah, maybe you hate me now for my stupidness. nonetheless, you helped me get pass jtc06 :D and its really nice of you to keep helping me, thank you

charmaine & melanie
hah, you two forever together. for all the laughter and the funny funny things in np :D like all the burps(UHEMUHEM) and how charmaine does situps funnily and how she marches funnily and how irritating melo is when she does drills forever talking, forever near me. hah (:

stephanie
oh my, i love to say hello to her :D ahahah :) you are so nice sosososo nice! helped me so much everytime when im stuck. (like uhemjtcuhem) thank you! :D

jiayin
hey my slaughter (: been one whole great year with you going around trying to slaughter me hah (: just one little small little request? GROW SHORTER? :D thank you! :D haahahha

panshin
hey my skittles provider! thanks for keep on buying me sweets for free! i know i've been treating you quite badly :S sorry! but i know youre nice and you forgive me easily! :D

sectwosquad06!
again, im not even close to some of youre. but whether you like me or not, the fact remains that youre have made a difference in my life, and youre are the best squad ever! :D

joanne!
PARTNPARTN. you have been a greatgreat friend + partner. you rocked my life in primary school. and now youre still rocking it :D i still remember the psle day when youre behind me! wahahahaha :D

tessa!
oops, im sorry i have to put you all the way back here hah (: PORC! its really a nice year with you being my busmate at the start of the year and all the times we shared in macs are great! all the laughter man! omg, youre so cute and you add laughter to my life! (training my abs! muwhahah) i love you tessa, love you for trying to cheer me up when im down. like that time i just suddenly broke down, i reckon you were pretty taken aback hah (: thank you, porc! :D
i love the laughter and joy we had :D

stephanie chen!
hah, you are so cute omg, in fact your whole family is :D hah, without your few stupidity acts, syncro will be so pointless and boring! ah! LOVELY (:
gosh do i love you.

natalie chen!
NATALIE have you ever know how ridiculous you are some times? haha, and all your ridic acts just make me keep laughing :D i know you love sweet popcorn! and i love sweet popcorn too :D waahaha. and you are just as sweet!

priscilla & rebecca
hah, you two rubbish sisters that dont even act like sisters. youre have been really nice and great friends! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

melissa
oh my you and your random testimonials just give me smiles :D and everytime desperately to find you when APS is around :/ hah, i think im so lousy, cant spot you ): but you can spot me?! ah why. hahaha :D

speedi syncro
i may not have liked syncro, and i dont even know whether i like it now. but one thing is for sure ladies, youre have been my motivation to go! and i love youre a great deal.

bully gor
you stupid moron that keep pissing me off and quarelling with me and bullying me, laughing at me ): but i gotta admit, its fun bullying you too. making you always saying sorry first. to be truthful, i may be angry with you, but it never lasted. it was so fun to see your stupid reaction everytime i dao you :D hah, that phone call! :D

edwin
hah, i have to thank you for your attempts in making me cheer up after all my downs :D even when im super moody and daoing you. hah :D

raphael
(:

AND LAST BUT DEFINATELY NOT THE LEAST

alex
lion/whatever. thank YOU for always being there. like forever always, even when i like push you down, you still cared for me. its really nice having you to care for me, be concern about me :D you have been a great support especially when j died ): i was reallyreally down and i swear i could have just slapped you. but your geniune care has been great :D at the times we spent together whether its in FF/F, ball fam, star watching(hah) or even kicking you were great. you helped me so much even finding me UHEM. even when im a complete disaster and let down. you were there to pick me up to move on (:
thank you, thank you for letting me kill you to vent my anger :)
ps: CERRIE IS GOOD. REALLY. BE A BRAVE BOY ((: wahahahahah

i really want to thank everyone in life and all of youre had made a difference in my life (:
being my motivation to live on.
without youre, i would have lost it long ago.
without youre i would be total shit ):
(okay, i still am, heck)
all of youre in one way or another had contributed to my life, to my currently best times of my life :D even those who i left out, you know that my life is complete because of you.
cheering me up/ being there for me when im down (which when i type the personal messages happens to be almost all the time)
helping me all the time (yes, all the time. :/ im so lousy, hah)
thank you all of you :D

i love all of you so much :D:D:D

(i started doing this yesterday and only finished it today ): )
~~football tomm! here i come!~~

[[10:44 PM;

today woah tiring SIAXXXZZZZSSSSS
woke up at like 605 ): just to rush to make it for my brother's comp ;)
woah, my brother seriously suck leh! )): oh well, sucker >:/
deon damien damn cute omg (:

BUT the two older brothers suck omg >:/
i want to punch that second one. hah, whats his name again? ;P
ruth + deon + shony = THE BEST :D
shony so cute!

stop asking why i look so wrong, i know ):
the ballroom super big lah, got empty table!
BUT speediswim was SO lousy, we had to be confined to only 3 tables ):

hah, at the ballroom! (:

hah, i love the title of the meet, MIDGET MEET! (:

shony's cam was so much better :/

omg, i love michelle okay (: so pro and so humble.
UNLIKE THAT IDIOTIC BROTHER OMG I STILL WANT TO PUNCH HIM.

then that stupid candy floss machine kept breaking down! ):
and while we were waiting, with nothing better to do,

yay! (:

and this flower was supposed to be so special! haha (:
BUT. i broke the fragile stem )):

oops! hehehe :D
and one of our time there, WE SAW BALLACK!

hah, ballack indeed. there was another beckham one
but the beckham guy looks QIAN ZHOU. oops :/

by the time syncro so tired already! ):
then woah mess up like hell
everywhere aching, cramp like shit i want to punch all my muscles out
woah damnit i suck ):

on the way back quarrel with my parents DAMNIT
idiotic

):

eoy, its a war of me vs you. >:/

[[10:04 PM;

{Friday, September 15, 2006}

wisdom doesnt automatically come with old age.
nothing does - except wrinkles.

friday came and is going away soon
tomm's saturday.
HSK, sylvia coming to cook, trng.
my life is SO boring sometimes ):

i dont feel like going for HSK tomm, so sian can ):
its like so early in the morning! tsk.
school is a prison ):

EH, today was pretty fun in school, but i forgot why! :O
bball was fun :D and ultra tiring ):
the truth people didnt play again.
aiyuh, irritating. ):
but heck it, purity rocks :D
and i think we were quite pathetic? 11-3. woah ):
who cares, its about the fun man! :D

OH MY TOE INCIDENT. hah (:
its like i found my toe there very pain every time i step down.
so i when we gathered at the specs stand, i took out my sock and shoe and got a shock of my life.
my third toenail there had blood, i was so scared can, i hate nails being break off.
but somehow it wasnt that pain and the blood was downwards! :O
so i went back to class, took the protective layer off my leg again and started to examine my leg to see where my wound was.
i kept hitting my toe nail BUT IT WASNT PAINFUL AT ALL! :O so i tried stepping on the floor again since that was how my leg so pain in the first place.
and ouch! ):
then i was omg lah where the hell is that stupid wound omg im going to kill that stupid invinsible wound!
and in my anger, i accidentally hit my sencond toe, and to my delightful surprise, OUCH! :O
hah, so in the end, it wasnt my third toe hurt, it was my sencond toe! :D
im so glad i found it :D hah, and siyun was still asking me why i was still laughing.
ANYWAY. apparently my third toe nail jabbed into my seond toe skin and caused the wound.
scary nails and their power! :O
hopefully this answers alot of people. alot of people have been asking me how i got hurt

lit test was hard and funny (:
i want to totally kick siyun's butt. :D
macbeth was total shitness. and i dont give a damn about mock anymore.
i can bet with ANYONE that my chinese will fail
please lah, i never even finish my shortening of the passage
AND. the close passage, out of like 10 points, only 8.
woah i suck man ):

its really funny how the exams are like just A FEW DAYS away
and i still dont want to study.
wth, i hate myself omgomg i want to kill that procrastinating brain cell thats telling me to do this instead of studying ):

hah (:
i love school life :D
and i love torres omg so cute okay okay okay
look at this omg small school boy omg so cute okay (:

JIAMIN! dO_Ob, headphones! :D

[[7:00 PM;

{Thursday, September 14, 2006}

that thing you do

today so cute can
okay, actually i cant really remember what happen.
BUT. i remembered bball was super cute (:

like keep passing to the wrong people and laughing and laughing
and halfway i have to go toilet?! :D
poor peiwen ):
hah, regina abit too frustrated?
AND. out of 139 tries of the two pointer, I FINALLY GOT IN MY 3RD!
muwhahahah.
oh wth, whatever

THEN THEN. chinese no one was listening to luo laoshi?
hah :D
then english ms nair on course!
:D yay yay yayyyyy.
so went table hopping and talked about some VERYVERY funny stuff (:

chinese mock so rubbish lah
i had ABSOLUTELY no idea how to do the stupid paper
and it was like raining and the whether was so nice to sleep!
i fell asleep halfway, and woke up with a start.
woah, super embarrasing. :/
hah :D
THENTHEN prank call omg so cute can
i didnt know shirley is police!
haha (:

aiyuh, jasmine got out ):
so sad lehhh ):
THEN IT'LL BE A BORING REPEAT OF LAST YEAR'S GRAND FINAL.
lets just hope hady wins ;D

yay my lovely samsoon, HERE I COME! :D

[[8:44 PM;

{Tuesday, September 12, 2006}

oh freak eoy ):

save me your rumbles.
shut up i say. just holy shut up and give me a break.
ive got my own things.

SHUT UP. >:

[[6:10 PM;

{Sunday, September 10, 2006}

liverpool lost. OH GREAT.
first spain, now liverpool.
):

why like that lah!

man u won though (:
ronaldo so cute okay his smile omgomgomg :D
muwhahahah

why must things be so bloody difficult and complicated.
life is so messy.
I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP.
saying i surrender.

im sorry things have to be this way.
but im glad youre happy.
afterall, you planned it.

i give up. i surrender.
the white flag.
now let me go

[[1:40 PM;

{Friday, September 08, 2006}

IF YOU DONT WANT TO READ ALL MY FOOTBALL NONSENSE, SCROLL DOWN LIKE ALOTALOT ;)

eurgh, i still hate northern ireland like hell.
you are the host lah, CAN YOU JUST STOP JEERING!
but hell with it, i still love spain alotalot (:

i still think xabi looks a little like gerrard. ;)
♥♥TORRESSSSSSSSSS :D

hah, I KNEW ITALY WAS SHIT.
I KNEW ITALY DIDNT DESERVE THE WORLD CUP.
I KNEEWWWW IT.
idiotic pieces of shit.
just 2 minutes and the french scored. thats called POWER.
that will show those idiotic long spagettis.
and italy is so pathetic, they cannot do without cannavaro
despite that head incident and i bet cannavaro was going to die in pain, he still continued playing.
simply because he knows that his team is total shit and chaos w/o him.
and its absolutely true. stupid pathetic italians.

muwhahah, GO FRANCE. italy, you can just die with shame.

THIERRY HENRY SO POWER.
MUWHAHAHAHH
sorry, i simply hate the italians.
well, except for cannavaro. ;)))
all hail coupet! all down with that buffalo

portugal = dissappointment.
(i told you cristiano only perform when he has mood! hah)
aiyyuuhhh, sad fate lah

germany omg omg omg that match super funny.
it was like you cannot dont watch for a few minutes.
the goals just kept coming lah can.
and klose could have done a hat trick if he wasnt substituted.
but i bet he was tired lahh :D I LOVE KLOSE (:
podolski not that bad lah huh (: 4 goals leh :D
and they very funny lah, score until their celebrations also dont want le (:
hitzlsperger super cute leh (: and so young. hahah (:
i still have high difficulty pronouncing their names. especially him ^
stupid euro cup only have one pathetic photo of podolski

oh wells, i love germany! (:
but no more klinnsman ):
ANDAND. lehmann was supposed to take the penalty lah
schneider so extra ):
haha :D:D:D
podolski 11', 43', 64', 72'
Schweinsteiger 28', 47'
Klose 30', 45'+ 1'
Ballack 35'
Hitzlsperger 66', 72'
M. Friedrich 87'
Schneider 90'(pen)
woah, germany POWER MAN (:
KLOSEEEEEEE :DDDDD

AND! those who once laughed at me beacause i support crouch.
WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY NOW HUH.
HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH
he was the only one who scored okay!
muwhahahah, now my turn to laugh at youre!
muwhhahhahahahahah

the only guy who scored in that match okay! :D:D:D
and the number nine looked so good on him
he's so comfortable with NINE!
i wish rooney is suspended forever okay.
or maybe he can take the number 21 shirt ;)
lalalala, I LOVE CROUCH CROUCH PETER CROUCH! :D
he scored in EVERY game he played so far since world cup okay.
power power power (:

CROUCHHHHHHH! :DDD

did i mention how much i prefer world cup because there are so many more photos
and did i mention how much i prefer ESPN to the other two channels cause of the cam, the sound system? starsports and starsports plus channel suck ):
but what to do? they feature the matches ):
hah! there, i mentioned it.

so there.
my blog is once again a place for all the results
hahah (:
huixian is so right.
and there goes my studies.
im so bummer im so dead.
when will i have self discipline! :(

can you just bloody stop being so emo and thinking all of us will be there to entertain your shitness. frankly speaking, i dont give a damn that she is scolding you. and you keep bloody showing off. like fine. you know how to do things nicely and good and i cant. i know. you dont have to bloody ake it so obvious okay. you just keep on showing off. i thought that you were better than your sister. but i was wrong. sometimes youre even worse. you just keep showing off and things that you cant do, you refuse to do. and you expect coach to keep staring at you and what? reward you when you do a move nicely? dream on lady. people dont like your showing off okay. so just bloody stop showing off.
somehow im glad youre not coming. and finally i can feel better

sylvia, if you want you can read that small print thangs. but its kind of useless.
you wont know who im talking about anyway ;)
muwhahah

yesterday ended up no need to do the gym thing ;)
the little girl was so cute! haha (:
trng was very funny. natasha just needs warming up i guess.
and im so glad that shona didnt roll her eyes at me.
i think i would just flare up and box her if she did. hah (:
"waterpolo" was very fun!
and im so power please. whatever team i go, i score.
muwhahah, IM THE FACTOR OF THE TEAM MAN :D
muwhahah
sorry, i got carried away.
yay (: today got funny pretty comical face at trng! :D:D
~~(and no showoff snub up face!)~~

ooo lala i love cutecute chen family! :D:D
WELL, and natasha's ball? haha :D

why does everything have to turn for the worse just when the sky just starts to clear?

[[12:27 PM;

{Thursday, September 07, 2006}

I HATE NORTHERN IRELAND SHIT SHIT SHIT OKAY THEM IDIOTIC PIECES OF SHIT LIKE THE STUPID ITALIANS. WOAH FREAK I WANT TO KILL THEM >:/
like that then my spain howhowhow!
i want to squash them like how i want to squash the stupid stingray that killed steve irwin.

TORRES LOOKS SO CUTE DESPITE HIS BOTAK HEAD OKAY (:
LIKE LITTLE SMALL LITTLE BOY OMG OMGOMG SO CUTE CAN.
with his cheeks so pinkish cute omg i love him ultimately. (:
but he low form >:/ WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM ))):

AHHHH, SO CUTE SO CUTE SO CUTE SO CUTE SO CUTE (:
AHAHAH
puyol was being super irritating with his stupid hair and fouling every irish player
i want to bash him up before he pick up a red card can.
EURGH.
and all the irish players look alike! :O

okay, i gotta go and continue my football tv marathon (:
I LOVE TODAY!
come see lampard, HE AINT LOUSY OKAY

no matter what happens, spain, your supporters will always be here (:
muwhahahah

♥ ELNINO!
my love my love my love

[[11:28 AM;

{Wednesday, September 06, 2006}

oh man, it is still so shit to remember that earth's one and only STEVE IRWIN has died.
and no one can like take his place.
look at that jeff corwin, he is not that brave at all lah, stupid man trying to imitate steve irwin and almost got killed by a snake.
how can this man, full of courage and stuff like just DIE like that?
killed by the most idiotic thing, STINGRAYS
EURGH. LIFE IS UNFAIR. I TOLD YOU, I TOLD YOU, I TOLD YOU!
its proven

how can this loving guy die lah please.
his children so cute = no father
his wife so pretty = no husband
crocodiles so want to bite him = no one to go after anymore
snakes treated by respect by him = everyone scared of them already
stingrays = the next big hate icon.

i told you life is unfair.

anyway, i went to see the canadian national team yesterday.
omg, absolute proness
i know i'll like never reach that standard ):

i must as well give up if i have to as good as them before im something :/
sam was very cute omg.
her collar bone! hahaha (:

i swear the chen family is damn cute (:

haha :D

woah, tomm is like going to be watching football nonstop
sorry lah, i cant stop myself.
and somemore got my TORRES!
finally! (((((:
but he go and shave his hair can! i was hoping he will never shave his hair ever.
-gives disapproving look
nevermind, i shall study while glued to my wonderful tv (:

kaka is superb i agree
but ac milian suck, he should go some other club.
I LOVE BARCELONA :D
and I LOVE LIVERPOOL TOO!
haah, its kind of a shock to me too, i thought i will support man u.
apparently im wrong :D
kaka looks much nicer when he was younger, cuter ;)

see, i told you (:

i still think shevchenko was better in ac milian than now in man u. ;)

butbut, kaka kept diving.
uhemuhem. does all young people dive so much? tsk.
torres doesnt dive!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

hah, i love torres, i love spain :D
and im going to be glued to the tv from 8am-530pm.
im addicted :/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRISCILLA! (:

[[4:34 PM;

{Sunday, September 03, 2006}

some FIVE survey from yuqing (:
im a good sport! :D:D

5 years ago I was :
a girl named karon. and i was 9 years old at that point ;) and apparently i started being tupid from that time :(

5 Snacks which I Enjoy:
1) CHOCCHOCCHOC (:
2) potatooooo chipsssss. yuummmmmm
3) i have taken a liking on oreo! :D:D the black and white! haha (: now they have BLACK AND BROWN.
4) hello, panda, do you like to eat hello panda? :D
5) SANCHA! however you spell it. hah(:

5 Songs which I Know All the Lyrics:

1) unfaithful! :D:D
2) bad day (: it was my favourite song for a period of time
3) anywhere is paradise! nicenice (:
4) i wish i was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair, i found the title so cute (:
5) ONE YEAR SIX MONTHS! <33

5Things I Would Do With 100 Million Dollars:

1) SAVE LIKE 3/4 OF IT (: in like a bank? :D:D
2) make even more money by investing ;)
3) save 3/4 of the made money
4) buy a nice car/ house (:
5) GO MEET MY IDOLS :D or start an international club/squad myself! MUWHAHAHAHAH

5 Places I Would Run Away To:

1) SOME REMOTE OPEN FIELD with friends/UHEM (: TO STAR GAZE :D so lovely, imagine that
2) libray! i want the books, influenced by gets lahhhh (:
3) spain! muwhahahah
4) i wouldnt mind germany! :D:D
5) somewhere where im the best and im the richest and BLAH. hahah, i can slowly wait ;)

5 Things I Will Never Wear

1) i have something about tube cause of my tan mark :S
2) fake things. UHEMUHEM. >:/
3) those stupid bra i saw with jacq, i swore i'll never buy them ;)
4) hah, those super long socks my father wear. STAY AWAY SOCKS, OR I'LL TEAR YOU APART! MUWHAHAH
5) ahlian clothes >:/

5 Bad Habits:

1. procrastinate, in other words, no self discipline ): sorry lah oh yes, my report book! :O
2. blaming others. really i just keep doing that
3. killing myself. i should just stop slapping myself. hah, i can see that im insane :/
4. get sad over some stupid random stuff and make a big fuss of it. aka, MOODSWINGS. i can be totally shit when i moodswing ):
5. stuck to the comp. ):

5 Biggest Joy:

1) HAVING THE BEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD :D
2) watching football matches :D muwhahah
3) my joy and fun from FF/F and ball fam! :D:D i love ball games :D
4) hah, reading ;) i learn something about myself. i can actually get addicted to reading! :O bravo.
5) music! lalalalalaalalal~~~~

5 Famous People I Would Date:

(uhem, i would date LOVE to date famous people!but it aint possible! so, the question = I WOULD LIKE TO DATE! ;) hahah, my english IS getting better right! please say right.)

1. ♥♥♥FERNANDO TORRESSSSSSSSSSSSS ♥♥♥
2. TORRES (:
3. TORRES (:
4. cristiano ronaldo / crouch. im sorry lah ):
5. klose! hah (:

{basically, i love famous footballers. maybe jake abel could have been one of them ;) }

5 People To Do This Quiz:

well, people cant copy and paste thing quiz cause like my blog is special (:
so unless you are as smart as karchian, or you decide to type it out ( like if youre free enough ) you don need to do it.
but just for interest:
1. janice
2. shirley
3. teo (:
4. maykun! haha (:
5. sylvia!!!!!

{eh, sylvia can just tell me the answers lah huh :D}

[[11:32 PM;

im supposed to be happy.
i mean like i WAS happy.
i mean like
how can i not be happy when england crashed andorra 5-0
how can i not be happy that my crouch has scored like 2GOALS
but. a stupid lunch with my father has spoilt it all >:/

its like i am given all the responsibility to know all the timings for all the trng.
and its pretty difficult since coach only talks to the parents and not like me.
and my father doesnt even give a damn to try to know whats going on.
~~unlike pris's dad~~
im still fine with that, after all, syncro is MY thing. not his.
BUT.
he expects me to have a super good memory and super good hearing sense.
and expects me to be a bloody big nose and know what the hell is going on when the coach doesnt even talk to us about all these stuff.
and he blamed me for not telling him about the selection.
wtf.
first, i only KNOW theres a bloody selection and NOTHING ELSE.
like when, where, how, what FISH.
so of course i didnt tell him.
and now he SENDS me to go and find out. wtf.
and how exactly am i going to?
he said natasha's mother told him, then why didnt he just ask all the details from her so that it can save more space for studying and the damn routine.
and apparently i got the timing wrongly for the daily trainings.
FINE LAH, IM SORRY LAH
what can i do? i told you i dont have excellent memory what!
eurgh, i want to box him.
and he just KEEPS FISHING ASKING ME TO WATCH THE TIME.

i shall cool down.
(:
torres scored in euro cup qualifyings! :D
against Liechtenstein
final 4-0 2 by villa, another by luis garcia (:
I ♥ spain! :D:D:D

crouch 2 goals! (((((:
oh so lovely, and he finally showed SOME footwork. (:
i love him.
and GERRARD! YESYESYES. scored one, supplied a nice to defoe too.
lennon was superb (: i love england players.
but andorra was a very easy opponent.
oh wells. just hope they do better than in world cup :/
this time w/o BECKS! :DDDDDD
sorry lah, but becks no more pace can.
Hargreaves super poor thing, he hit the goal post twice, and one got saved by gk.
but i think he did great for a midfielder (:
and he trying to copycat gerrard long goals! hahaha (:
i was very disspointed at crouch's miss though, that opportunity was like SO GOOD OKAY. ):

france won (: didnt watch it though. :D

germany won too!
w/o any decent defenders, its damn good already (:
podolski scored on free kick :D
but klose got booked ))):
oh wells. :D

aiyuh, i love world cup lah
alot of photos (:
but euro cup >:/
tsk
hahah (:

♥ ELNINO! <3

[[2:27 PM;

{Friday, September 01, 2006}

i havent started studying.
to think of it, i havent done anything really at all today.
well, except watching pride and prejuduce.
OMG, ITS SO NICE OKAY. OKAYOKAYOKAYOKAY.
i lovelovelove kiera knightly (:
im so glad theyre together in the end.
i love these kind of stories (:

my brother has been using the comp for 10 hours and he dont feel guilty or has any of my fam members come and scold him.
its like i use the comp for 2/3 hours and i get scolded already.
i use up to 6 hours and i start to feel guilty already.
why dont my parents apprieciate me and learn not to overpower me? :/

tekk!
but it cant be what, i mean RC doesnt HAVE qualifyings! how can they suddenly want to have qualifyings! and plus, there arent so many random teams in singapore! i mean, who is as free and boliao as us!

sam
its really good of you to care. i promise you that i will think everything through before i do something okay. i'll try not to rash anymore ;D thank you thank you oh so much. loves! (:

you
you can judge me all you want. i can be selfish, i can be mean, i can be total shit. but dont you dare say anything about my friends you loser. you freagling loser. i mean who goes around badmouthing the person you just talked to sweetly to one second ago? i may suck. but let me tell you a fact. you suck even more.

______
is this what you really want? does this make you so happy? this is the way things HAVE to end isnt it. it was all part of something, all part of a plan, your master plan. now you have hurt me, now youve hurt everyone that once cared for you, you fulfilled your plan. you know how all those words were to us? its like after all we went through, after all the concern and thoughts, you were just using us.
i guess this is the way things have to be
its funny how it all seemed to be planned, and you a conman
_______

is this all a joke? or is it meant to be
the way how you are always here when things go wrong
its like you know it'll go wrong
and the situation gets even worse

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